CAUSE YOU'RE AS CLOSE
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Wednesday, September 03, 2008, 1:05:00 AM

Pertemuan yang tiada terduga kini kita saling bermesra
masa berganti hati diubati mekarnya cinta mula dirasai

semakin ingin ku cuba luahkan engkau masih tidak mengerti
cemburu terasa musnahlah impian lihat engkau terus direbuti

berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini

ku cuba nyatakan rasa cintaku hati masih terus keliru
andai kau fahami isi hatiku yang benar ingin memilikimu

berkali ku nyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini

usah bandingkan sejarah lama
kau tahu ku benar setia
serikmu untuk bercinta lagi
takut dirimu disakiti

berkali kunyatakan ku sayangkan padamu namun kau masih membisu
kau tak mengerti ingin kau ku miliki kau menghancuri hati ini
- kau ingin ku miliki, nurun nuwarah

i wasnt really a fan of the anugerah winners or whatsoever.. but when kona introduced me to this song, instantly, you came to my mind.. and i realized, this song, these feelings, was how i felt back then.. maybe, a bit now.. i thought i had gotten over you, but i did not.. i know, i really am stupid.. cause it's been 4 years.. 4 YEARS.. not days, not weeks, not months. YEARS..

somewhere somehow someone is made for u out there.. tkde point kau sedih slalu. kan da freaking 4 years. aku rase dia cnfm dah move on~ - kona

even though, i know, that you knew i liked you, you ignore me completely.. you have never, i mean NEVER care about my feelings at all.. you have never respected me.. you even have the cheek to ask me to call the girl that you liked, and keep on talking how smitten you are with the girl to me.. at least, have a thought on my feelings.. you knew about my feelings, cant you just be nice rather than hurting me time and time again? if you really do not have any feelings towardsme, tell me straight to the face.. instead of doing stuffs that will hurt me.. if that's how you are trying to hint me, sorry, it's not working.. tell me straight to the face. stop ignoring me.. stop treating me like a piece of shit.. when i totally tried to forget you, you came back, well, naturally.. how the hell am i supposed to forget you?


kau tak firm.. tu menunjukkan kau senang swayed. baru siket dah rebah. dia masih in control of kau. mane boleh kau let anybody cmtu let kau down senang2 jer
dia ignore seh kau - kona


i tried, i really tried.. i tried to remember all those hurtful stuffs that you did to me.. so that i can hate you..
but before i hear it from your own mouth, there's no closure.. i need closure.. so i can move on with my own life.. but you kept me hanging.. how the hell am i supposed to let go? i need an explanation why you did this to me.. i need a sincere apology.. but it seems like i am getting none of that from you. can you just, for once, be nice and explain to me, tell me straight to my face.. after 4 years, i think, it is time. time for us to let go..



forget about him lah nofa,
tak gunenye bermimpi, jika hanya bermimpi dengan diri sendiri - feez


OUCH..