CAUSE YOU'RE AS CLOSE
as my very next breath
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Friday, March 30, 2007, 2:35:00 AM
ungkapan kata selindung
hasrat nan di hati
andainya ditafsir terserlah
makna yang tersembunyi
renungan mata
bukan pandangan biasa
bertahun handai terjalin
hingga waktu ini
gurauan mesra menghiasi
masa tika bersama
semakin berputik perasaan ini
kini baruku sedari
selama ini kau ku sayangi
andai bukan itu hakikatnya
mengapa rindu yang ku rasa
mungkin tiada ku fahami
tidak dapat ku nafi kan lagi
beban rahsia kian membakar diri
kalimah cinta selongkar
renungan di cipta
mungkinkah dibiar terdampar
kasih tidak kesampaian
naluri bisik bukannya dambaan cinta
ikhlas ku nyatakan
kau yang ku sayangi
kau yang ku cintai
walau tak mampu ku miliki
ingin ku luahkan
mungkin suatu hari
kan terbuka pintu hati
dapat jua kau terima
diriku akhirnya
Wednesday, March 28, 2007, 12:38:00 AM
went to RP with kona , duplie and duplie's mother.. actually was supposed to meet hafiz first but he overslept.. hmmm.. and, wheeeee... at last.. i bought a laptop!! my own laptop! haha.. but it was a tough choice.. RP offered two types of brands only.. ACER and FUJITSU.. both had their pros and cons.. as a computer bimbo, i would not have known the pros and cons.. kona was the one who had to do all the explaining.. which one's better.. called a few people and asked them about.. of 7 people i asked, only three said FUJITSU.. so ACER was the popular choice ey? so make a guess people.. which was it?? ACER? FUJITSU??
ACER??????
FUJITSU??????
hurry up!!! guess!!!!
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its ACER people!!! nice right??? i mean, the design??? haha.. mine will be the Aspire 5584WXMI.. with a detached webcam.. and i will be getting a free skin.. had to order it online.. chose this skn... will be getting the skin next week.. im so happy!! OK!! im sleepy already!!! night people!!!
Tuesday, March 20, 2007, 11:33:00 PM
yay!! hafiz's Nafa application was being accepted.. im so happy for him! congrats boy!!!! finally, your wait is over.. hehe.. so fashion design ey??Friday, March 16, 2007, 8:58:00 PM
farhana - jinbaraKau hadir tika ku duka
Dalam cahaya dikau menjelma
kau hilang dalam gembira
membuatkan ku terluka
manis senyummu bak puteri
bumi kenyalang yang menawan
termimpi-mimpi ku mencari
siapa si cantik rupawan
indah kumbang dari kuntumnya
bagai bunga merah serinya
jauh rindu dari cinta
dalam mencari makna setia
kau hadir tika ku duka
dalam cahaya dikau menjelma
kau hilang dalam gembira
membuatkan ku terluka
farhana oh farhana
kau biarkan ku terseksa
menagih cintamu yang rahsia
memberi makna segalanya
farhana oh farhana
kau janji takkan berpisah
indah rupamu tak terkata
dek renungan di sinar mataaaa....
farhanaaaa.......
Tuesday, March 13, 2007, 2:12:00 PM
Your JAE Appeal result is: R17 Materials Scienceno more dashed hopes... materials science it is..
1:41:00 PM
back to square one nofa.. haiz.. 1:22:00 PM
saturday was super fun..sunday was super scary..
monday was super tired..
if only my weekends are as exciting as the past weekend.. hmm..
Wednesday, March 07, 2007, 5:29:00 PM
Pertama jumpa kau tersenyum pada ku
Di ikuti gemetar nya dua hati
Di balik wajah mu ku lihat terang
Dua insan telah jatuh cinta
Kata hati kau ucapkan angin lalu
Lembut sepoi menyentuh hati ku
Angan angan berlayar di laut hayal
Dua insan sedang jatuh cinta
Laut tenang segera berganti alun
Kau putuskan tali jembatan hati mu
Mahkota cinta kini tenggelam
Masuk jauh ke dasar seggara
Ku bertanya pada diri ku sendiri
Apa kah gerangan ada salah beta
Sebuah hati yang duka kerana luka
Ku coba menutup dengan doa
5:10:00 PM
quote:one last time together before we all go our separate ways..
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oh my god.. i just cant believe that all of these will finally come true.. the moment of separation.. geez.. after a memorable 2 years with these girls, its hard to let go right? my goodness..
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Actually eh, Ive been doing this for quite a long time lah. With Nopapah, Joo and Jaslina when we were in our primary school days. I even remember Farha joining in.Theres one time where we were sent to th PO after someone pauto-ed. Kena sumpah tk nk buat lagi beb! HAHA!
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ya.. i still remember those times kak in.. us, the rebels.. haha.. god.. im so gonna miss you guys!!!
12:47:00 AM
too many dashed hope.. too many shattered dreams..30 days.. and counting.. its been a month.. good job nofa!!
Friday, March 02, 2007, 11:28:00 PM
yay!! done! bought it already!! *am a proud owner of dengan secara kebetulan*ya i know.. aku ni lambat sikit!! but.. its better late than never right?? haha..
hey.. i just noticed.. between these 3 friends, hady's album is the cheapest.. $17.95.. followed by imran ajmain's.. $18.95.. and the most expensive?? of course my lahling taufik batisah top of the notch.. haha.. with his album selling at $19.95.. paling mahal ok!! jangan main-main!!
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im still confuse... mdis or poly? mdis or poly? mdis or poly?????? omg..
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just do whatever interest you.. kalau tak interest pun tak guna.. and follow your heart..
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if lets say i follow what my heart says, it's mdis for sure.. because im really interested in mass communication.. BUT, see.. BUT, if lets say i am supposed to follow my dad's order, yes... his order, it will be poly for sure... probably taking chemical process technology.. yes.. im interested in chemical process technology.. but the calling for mass communication is more than CPT.. i doubt that my dad will allow me to go to mdis.. but, why? he said that mdis is more expensive and as a private instituition, we could not have any subsidy.. HELLO!! as if you are paying for me*!! no you are not paying so dont make money as an issue lah.. please.. i know the money is there..
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dont worry.. the money is already there.. the point is, whether you really want this or not.. and is the course good and worthwhile?
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see??? so what is the problem? why cant i go to mdis? anyway, what is the difference? i have been in a private instituition since primary one.. and you are making it an issue now? why did'nt you object when they want to put me in a private instituition back then?? why now? why didnt you have the same thought back then? look, i know im going againts you now.. but it is my future we are talking about.. and i really want to do what my heart says.. so please.. i beg you.. let me have your blessings.....
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25 days and counting..
1:30:00 AM
.:i hate to see the one i love happy with somebody but i surely hate it more to see the one i love unhappy with me:.
.:moving on is simple, it's what you leave behind that makes it difficult:.
.:i dont miss him, i miss who i thought he was:.
.:should i smile because you are my friend or cry because that's all we will ever be?:.
.:how can you be friends with someone if everytime you look at them it makes you want them even more?:.
.:i know in reality we cant be together, so i just close my eyes and you're right here with me, in my dreams, you are mine forever:.
.:nothing hurts more than realising that he meant everything for you but you meant nothing to him:.
.:: i never knew that it was my heart that would end up in pieces.. but i gguess i have to pick it up, and keep moving:.