CAUSE YOU'RE AS CLOSE
as my very next breath


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Monday, September 29, 2008, 1:59:00 PM

I'm so scared that you will see
All the weakness inside of me
I'm so scared of letting go
That the pain I've hid will show

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I want you to know
You belong in my life
I love the hope
I see in your eyes
For you I would fly
At least I would try
For you I'll take
The last flight out

I'm afraid that
You will leave
As my secrets
Have been revealed
In my dreams
You'll always stay
Every breathing moment from now

I know you want to hear me speak
But I'm afraid that if I start to
I'll never stop

I cannot hold back

The truth no more
I let you wait too long
Although it's hard and scares me so
A life without you scares me more
- plus one's last flight out

sometimes, it scares me how fast things been happening and how both of us had achieved this far.. no one imagined us to be what we are right now.. it was hard at first opening up to show you the real me.. but i realised, how things are much easier now when honesty is the key between us.. i thought that, once i show who i really am, things will never be the same again.. but, i was wrong.. we are better today than we were yesterday.. and im happy for that.. =))




12:31:00 PM

scary shit..




8:40:00 AM

it's weird how comfortable i can be around you.. you've seen the real me.. and i dont have to hide who i really am.. with you, nothing else matters.. you never fail to make me laugh and you make me forget the mess im in.. and for that, i am deeply thankful and nothing can change how i feel for you.. =))

though we are a world apart
I know you'll never be that far

'Cause here in my heart
There's a picture of us
Together forever
Unfaded and unbroken
Wherever you are
Your love covers me
Forever more you'll be
Here in my heart

you're as close
As my very next breath
-plus one's here in my heart =))




Thursday, September 25, 2008, 3:05:00 PM

i'll be meeting aunty Nona later.. woohoo.. we need to buy some stuffs from Nuskin then break fast together, and of course, she'll send me home after that.. seriously, she's like my life saviour.. same goes as the rest of my aunts.. whenever i need their help, they will help me.. they will solve my problems and pull me out of these mess.. and i love them deeply.. =)




Tuesday, September 23, 2008, 1:40:00 PM

after a long wait, wicked aura batucada's louder than light is finally mine! and of course, no regrets.. i really love their album.. i love all their songs, especially Fight and Traffic/Afroxe.. so far, most reviews that i read, they gave this album good ratings.. so that proves much right??? WICKED love people!!!




Friday, September 19, 2008, 2:40:00 PM

i spent 4/5 of my weeknights break fasting outside and hell, i was so damn tired after these 4 days, i decided not to go to class today.. hee. so i ended up coming to school at 2pm, sitting here in the library and blog.. cool huh..
so on monday, went out with my family and break fast at food culture.. i went home early as i joined them straight after school. oh, by the way, this not the picture of that monday.. this was taken at hong kong disneyland.. as i forgot to take picture that day..




then on tuesday, an impromptu outing with mummy and sister featuring durrah and yazid gayboy..





so after that, we went to sun plaza park to play a game of truth or dare.. and i was dared to pick yazid's nose.. thanks girls thanks.. as i have never picked anyone else's nose before, i was so traumatized ok!! i didnt even look at where my finger was heading to..





durrah was to pick marni's nose.. but she's used to it.. so never mind.. no harm done there..


huda was dared to smell yazid's armpit.. eeeewwww....

and marni had to pick durrah's nose without using any tissue.. haha.. durrah enjoyed the whole process..

huda was dared, again.. to dangdut..



so lastly, our group pictures!!!!





and on tuesday, a date with rara kucing bayang bayang.. fyda was supposed to join us but she couldnt, so in the end, it was just the both of us.. nevertheless, it was fun fun fun.. so we break fast at KFC, i went all the way to causeway point to cater rara's needs.. hahaha..



my primary school cat. i told her, if she was to teach primary school kids, no one can tell the difference..

and of course, our shiok sendiri photos..






and of course last night, a date with the tuedays people.. i swear.. i miss tuesdays with sammy..
and of course, indulging at delifrance singapore post, our favourite hang out place..


the last picture of the lovely night.. tiara, in, dups, kona and joo

and of course, my new BFF, Joo, the utensils girl.. oh well, xiaxue's loss is my gain.. refer to these videos and laugh with me ok!!











Monday, September 15, 2008, 2:08:00 PM

saya sungguh bosan dan penat dan mengantuk dan lapar.
terima kasih




Monday, September 08, 2008, 10:08:00 AM

i was browsing through my old CDs and i found these pictures.. very old pictures and i thought, hey, why not show some to you guys? cool huh? well, some of these pictures had very significant meaning and memories so i will be explaining some.. while some pictures, i just want to show.. its either someone else's stupidity or the picture is just plain funny..


i think that this was the last day of school and we wanted to take a picture at the exact location where we took our first official class photo.. that was when these girls were in primary one and muni and i were in primary 2.. haha..


oh, and these 2 pictures are wayyyy funny.. right marni?? who gave the idea of doing this??? well, those who get it, get it.. haha.

again, those who get it, get it.

oh and of course, my old school was glad to boot these racoons out.. haha..


if im not mistaken, these was taken during our annual raya celebration.. this was our last i think..
oh, and of course, my class.. sec 4 pink 2006..


insyirah and me, with muni enterframe.. menyebok aje.. HAHA.. never fail to make me laugh.

and of course, my AIC days.. well, given that i only worked for 6 days. HAHA..
hooda, posing with her bottle, like WTF? and jannah menyebok enter frame..
THOSE DAYS, THOSE DAYS... right kona?
oh, and this is just, .... speechless.. look at him!! he was playing games with his Xbox and next thing i knew, he was fast asleep, while holding the control!!! hisy..
oh, and you guys just know how much i adore my babies right?? and i just cant get enough of them.. look at syafiq. (the one in yellow).. cute right?? i asked him to carry my bag, and he looked soo cute.. haha.. and look at darling alesha... SOOO freaking adorable.. and she's really really bright some more.. and also very talkative, well, at least, not as much as her brothers lahh..
oh, look at that.. adorable.
and of course, my favourite, aiman.. he is just sooo adorable, that i love him soo much.. one time, i asked him, 'aiman, miss kak nofa tak?' and he shyly nodded his head.. while smiling cheekily.. he got this very cheeky smile which i know will melt a lot of hearts out there.. my very charming baby..


this was taken eons ago.. i think it was, around 3 or 4 years ago? well, i couldnt remember.. but yeah, cute grin he got there right?
and this just melts my heart.. look at alesha. haha..
oh, and by the way, alesha was trying to snatched aiman's popiah.. she is a big eater ok! she can eat anything!
my charming aiman..



this is seriously an outing we will never forget.. where we queued for two freaking hours just to get a dozen of doughnuts.. and in the end, all of us got grumpy.. especially kona.. we just had to chill with the amount of 'kepala hotak kau uh' spewed by her.. tsk






oh, random photos.. with the cousins.. just look at faezah and laugh with me ok people??











oh, this picture is quite hilarious.. those who get it, get it.. right in?
my chalet.. where i missed seeing someone because of this idiot someone.. grrr..





oh, and this was when i was still engrossed with all those shiok sendiri photos.. but look, every picture look nearly the same right??




whew, that is a whole bunch of pictures.. well, enjoy peeps!