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Tuesday, July 31, 2007, 3:16:00 PM

Thought that there will be only one wedding this year that I only bought an outfit for it. But unfortunately there will be a change of plan. There will be three weddings this year. Imagine, THREE. Oh my god. First will be faezah’s I think. Whoo hoo..
So the next wedding will be aunty yani’s. just a slight maybe. It’s still in consideration. As uncle Kuna will be busy traveling and aunty yani’s never ending hectic life, it will be something that does not need a lot of preparations from us. It will be something grand I guess. But I think that she will have her own wedding planner. Whoosh.. cool… and the location will be disclosed till confirmed.
And lastly, the most important wedding, aunty nona’s. I’ll try not to be biased here but hey, I am closer to her. So I guess her’s will be important to me. Don’t blame me… I’m more comfortable with uncle auk too. I can talk to him. he defended me before too. Well, some family matters. Heh.. I just realized that, nek ngah will be getting two in-laws in a year but will be losing one too. Happy and sad. But I guess life has to go on right? Ok, ok. Back to wedding preparations. Aunty nona had also been pestering me. Not about religious stuffs but on some petty stuffs like kendarat or something. And I told her, me? Kendarat? She has got to be kidding me right? I told her during her engagement day that I want to be her bride’s maid. I reserved the job! I don’t care! Because for me, being a bride’s maid will be easier. Heh.. And I want to be a part of the attention. Haha.. AND, I am her favourite niece so I should be the bride’s maid right? Whatever. Just have to persuade her more. Heh..
But whatever it is, I just hope that they will lead a blissful and blessed marriage. We don’t want any more mishaps right? Not after what had happened recently.

Oh, he went online yesterday. Didn’t realize it a first. But when I did, his status’ was busy. Said hello but no answer. Sigh.




Thursday, July 19, 2007, 2:46:00 PM

I'm missing you

boy even though you're right here by my side

Cause lately it seems

The distance between us is growing too wide

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

The last thing that I wanna hear

But if your heart's not in it for real

Please don't try to fake what you don't feel

If love's already gone

It's not fair to lead me on

Cause I would give the whole world for you

Anything you ask of me

I'd do

But I won't ask you to stay

I'd rather walk away

If your heart's not in it

You say that you love me

But baby sometimes

You're just saying the words

If you've got somethin' to tell me

Don't keep it inside

Let it be heard

I'm so afraid that you're saying it's over

boy I'll make it easy for you

How I wish I could take us back in time

But it's gone too far now we can't rewind

And there's nothing that I can do To stop me losin' you

I can't make you change your mind




Wednesday, July 18, 2007, 9:23:00 AM

sorry for the lack of posts... the reason?? just don't feel like blogging... i know that there are some unwanted people reading my blog.. i don't mind people reading, as long as you just let me be.. don't comment anything, don't judge me, especially if you are not my friend.. i just don't like mak kepos reading my blog and spread around the things that i have done.. just get a life would you??? told you once, told you twice, FUCK OFF...


each time i tell myself, maybe, just MAYBE, you are worth the wait.. but in the meantime, i also tell myself that i don't need my other half to make me feel whole... i can dream my own dream... even without you...


2 days, 20 hrs, 26 mins and counting.. harry potter and the deathly hollows, here i come!!! yaynesss!!!!!!!!




Thursday, July 12, 2007, 1:37:00 PM

harry potter and the order of phoenix is love!! caught the sneak preview last night and it was great... i just love harry potter more and more... and i definitely can't wait for next week.. 21st july at 7.o1 am, i will be standing in front of TIMES to collect my book.. the 7th and final book, harry potter and the deathly hollows.. whew... been guessing the ending.. just hope that it's a good one but who knows? heh..




Thursday, July 05, 2007, 11:05:00 AM

nofa being plain stupid and crazy... wheeee~!!!!!!!!!!! lalalalalalalalala..... voooosssssssssssshhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... what the fuck??




10:56:00 AM

mengapakah kau menjelma setelah kian lama menghilang? mengapa kau hadir sekali lagi setelah aku sudah mula melupakanmu? mengapa memori lama mengamit sekali lagi? menghantui diri ku sekali lagi....


BiaR waktu mengubat rindu
tiada ku mencari sebarang penawar pilu...




10:48:00 AM

as i said, this my life, so let me be.. don't give me that look. don't give me the smirks. im not a saint, u r not either.. i don't need your comments.. just fuck off...




Monday, July 02, 2007, 11:57:00 AM

i am too lazy to update... let these pictures tell its story...