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Friday, August 29, 2008, 10:36:00 PM
dreama succession of images, thoughts, or emotions passing through the mind during sleep. something of an unreal beauty, charm, or excellence. - dictionary.com
dreamt of a significant someone last night.. and i just cant forget that photographical moment, when... oh, forget it, it's my secret alone.. =)
1:01:00 AM
welcome to the world muhammad shane shaqil! received an sms from faezah, said she had given birth to shane at 12.39 pm, 28th august.. yeah. 28th august.. go figure.. well babyboy, just a warning. dont you go around breaking other people's hearts and dont let other girls share the same sad day with me ok! if you get my drift..oh well, on a lighter note, checked my classmates just now.. cool.. i know a lot of my classmates to be.. hee.. AND, muni will be in the same class too! how cool!!! muni! you better come to school ok!! oh, and fitri too!! yayness!!
Wednesday, August 27, 2008, 11:43:00 PM
i never knew that it was my heart that would end up in pieces.. but i guess i have to pick it up, and keep moving.. but it's just so hard.. and shit, it's been 4 years.. that explains much right? 11:25:00 PM
if not because of my curiosity, stupidity and stubborness, i would not feel hurt like this.. gosh.. why is it so hard to let go? half and hour to go till the 28th and this is what i've got? it's like, you slice open my chest, take out my heart and slice it bad.. and you soak it in salt water.. that's how bad the pain that im feeling.. i self implicated this on myself and i regret, i knew i will get my heart broken in the end. 6:23:00 PM
Gpa is out.. im alright.. hey, i guess it's pretty good.. well, given that i was almost absent for the rest of the semester and to fare that much, hell yeah im satisfied..and tomorrow is the 28th august. shit.. i hate 28th august.. it's my annual sad day and believe me, i'll be cranky tomorrow.. hell yes..but one thing, it's been friggin 4 years and i cant still move on..
Monday, August 11, 2008, 12:53:00 PM
quote ' come on, you've known me inside out.. tell me what's wrong with me' unquote..people change, yes.. some people change for the better, some, for the worst..
im OK with changes but, of course, everything must have it's limitation..
you asked me, how you had changed and what happened to the old you.. and you asked for the old you back and how i should stop you from changing.
the thing is, even if i AM your friend, i can't tell you what you should do or should not do. the only thing that i can do is to advise you..
i did not see it coming.. when you first started what you are doing, i fear.. i fear that you will turn out to be like the rest.. i always tell myself that, no, you will not be like them.. you will not follow suit even if you mix around with those people.. but what i have feared the most, happened..
and i did not see you changing.. if i was there earlier, of course, i would have stop you.. but both of us were busy with our own life that we stopped calling each other.. if i was there when you were in the process of changing, i can just pull you back.. yes, if only.. but now, you have already changed and you have gone too far..
i can't seem to recognize who you are.. we have known each other since eons ago.. even if we hardly talk, it's good to know that i have AT LEAST one friend whom i can just call and bawl my feelings out and whine.. you will always be there for me the same as i would be there for you.. i can call you anytime of the day, even if it's 3, 4 am.. we can talk for 6 hours straight and you will always have the patience to listen to my whinings.. you will advise me, even though sometimes it hurts, but you opened my eyes most of the time..
really, i do miss the old you.. but in the same time, im trying to accept you for who you are right now.. even if i know, it's wrong, but you are my friend and i support you all the way.. that's what friends do.. i wont turn my back on you.. i can just tell you to follow your heart.. and im glad you did.. i respect you as a friend.. i respect that you have made your choice, but that does not mean that i respect what you are doing.. even if you have gone too far, i will always lend my shoulders for you to cry on..
Thursday, August 07, 2008, 10:28:00 AM
why do you think that im avoiding you? truth be said, i've been avoiding a lot of people this week.. not just you.. i just need some time alone.. i just dont feel like going to school with you cause i want to be alone.. or im just lazy to come to school.. it aint about you ok! seriously, you dont want me to seriously ignore you completely.. dont ask for it.. dont ask for the silent treatment.. you wouldnt want it.. trust me.. 10:22:00 AM
i guess there's still the fanaticism in me, hiding somewhere.. it will only come out when it needed to..instant classics when i listen to the songs.. it just reminded me of the past.. good old days..
Monday, August 04, 2008, 9:52:00 AM
1. The person who last tag you is:marni nabyla2.Your relationship with him/her is:ex-classmate, girlfriend, mummy
3. Your five impression of him/her:crazy, funny, pretty, huggable, short!!
4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you:she always took care of me during secondary school days.. whenever i have my mood swings or when im hurt she will listen to all my whinings..
5. The most memorable thing he/she had said to you:a lot actually..
6.If he/she become your lover, you will:pengsannn... im straight..
7. If he/she become your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be:hmmm... i dont know.. stop asking stupid qns..
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will:give her the silent treatment lah.. as always.. hee..
9. If he/she become your enemy, the reason will be:uhm.. this i will never tell.. she herself dont even know the reasons..
10. The most desire thing you want to do for him/her now is:desire?? well, i wanna go on a holiday with her, and some of my close girlfriends..
11. Your overall impression of him/her is:cool cool girlfriend to hang out with
12. How you think people around you will feel about you?: first of all, one thing they remember about nofa would be my loud voice.. and laughter..
13. The characters you love of yourself are:happy, loud
14. On the contrary, the characters you hate yourself are:my mood swings... very bad mood swings.. oh, and my ego too..
15. The most ideal person you want to be is:my aunts
16. For people that care and like you, say something to them:i love you guys till death..
17. Pass this quiz to 10 persons that you wished to know how they feel about you
1-insyirah
2-marni
3-kona
4-duplie
5-ima
6-faezah
7-rara
8-feez
9-faris
10-nasy
18.Who is no.6 having relationship with? uh.. her husband lah! shaun winnie the pooh!
19. Is no.9 a male or female?male.. he's my lil spoil brat!
20.If no.7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?nyahahaha.. it will NOT be a good thing... number 10 already has a BF.. i think..
21. What is no.2 studying about? sports management i think.. from SHL..lame course lahhh.. not like mine, very fun.. SAS!!
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no.3?last night? ya..
23. What kind of music does no.8 like? ouh, he likes different types of music..
24. Does no.1 have any siblings?yeah.. she has 4.. herself, ayat, iffah,udin..
25. Will you woo no.3? kona??? HHAHAH.. im not her taste..im too cool for her.. she go for 'other' types of people.. *evil laugh*
26. How about no.7?rara? she's hot.. but im straight lahhh..
27. Is no.4 single?yes she is! anyone interested???
28. What is the surname of no.5? MALIK!
29. What 's the hobby of no.4?sketching.. maybe..
30. Does no.5 and 9 get along well?one is 20 another is 16.. one is my classmate, another is my brother.. u do the maths..
31. Where is no.2 studying at?RP.. taking lame course.. haha..
32.Talk something casually about no.1: she's my makan buddy/shopping buddy..
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no.8?feez? oh, we go waaaaaayyyy back.. haha..
34. Where does no.9 live at?my house lah! he's my brother..
35. What colour does no.4 like?uh, ntah... red?
36. Are no.5 and 1 best friend?they dont know each other lahh..
37. Does no.1 have any pets?no.. she hates animal.. quote "I am definitely not an animal lover. I have never dreamt of having a life closely related to animals before man. A rock is a pet to me" taken from her blog.. refer to link please...
38. Is no.7 the sexiest person in the world?:she's sexy.. but not the sexiest laaaaa.. nanti her mother marah..
39. What is no. 10 doing now?err, in class?
9:10:00 AM
what i did over the weekends...
and kona, i was NOT one of the volunteers.. get it right..
and kona, i was NOT one of the volunteers.. get it right..