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Thursday, January 31, 2008, 8:34:00 PM

What Taufik Batisah Means

You are a seeker. You often find yourself restless - and you have a lot of questions about life.
You tend to travel often, to fairly random locations. You're most comfortable when you're far away from home.
You are quite passionate and easily tempted. Your impulses sometimes get you into trouble.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.


You are a very lucky person. Things just always seem to go your way.
And because you're so lucky, you don't really have a lot of worries. You just hope for the best in life.
You're sometimes a little guilty of being greedy. Spread your luck around a little to people who need it.

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You tend to be pretty tightly wound. It's easy to get you excited... which can be a good or bad thing.
You have a lot of enthusiasm, but it fades rather quickly. You don't stick with any one thing for very long.
You have the drive to accomplish a lot in a short amount of time. Your biggest problem is making sure you finish the projects you start.

You are a seeker of knowledge, and you have learned many things in your life.
You are also a keeper of knowledge - meaning you don't spill secrets or spread gossip.
People sometimes think you're snobby or aloof, but you're just too deep in thought to pay attention to them.

You are full of energy. You are spirited and boisterous.
You are bold and daring. You are willing to do some pretty outrageous things.
Your high energy sometimes gets you in trouble. You can have a pretty bad temper at times.







You are the total package - suave, sexy, smart, and strong.
You have the whole world under your spell, and you can influence almost everyone you know.
You don't always resist your urges to crush the weak. Just remember, they don't have as much going for them as you do.



You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.

ouh yes! i went online and actually searched for his meaning.. a BIG HAHA..

and he IS suave, sexy, smart and strong.. look, i underlined, i emphasized on that!! haha.. you ARE amazing!!! ok, im done..

What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?
and yeah! tomorrow is the last day of school! then im officially on holidays! so friends, im having a full 10 weeks holidays, so beep me up!!
and in's been bugging me for the swimming trip.. chill in! one day, i promise... soon...




Wednesday, January 30, 2008, 3:20:00 PM


nice one faezah. you call your unborn child a monkey. tsk.. never mind baby.. your dad is a bear who we called winnie the pooh, so being a monkey is all right.. left click to enlarge picture if you want to see what she wrote..


oh, and look at my display pic.. a BIG HAHA.. i tried to draw a rose heart around the picture to emphasized on my love towards him.. HEHE..





Friday, January 25, 2008, 11:23:00 AM

i wanted to wish you luck, but my ego won't let me do it..
it's been 5 months.. 5 freaking long months.. my heart is longing to talk, to forget everything that had happened between us.. but my fucking ego is pulling me waaayyy back..
half of me want to let it all go, but another half want revenge..
yes, revenge, because the half, who is also the ego, said that you deserve it..
so now, i'm torn...

life's been GREAT! oh please nofa, stop lying...
ok ok, life's been mundane.. so there's nothing new..
i'll be working for the holidays..
i have no social life right now..
and everything is crumbling down, one by one..





oh, on a lighter note, congrats Rara..
of course you expected better, but hey, HE had laid it all down for you..
believe me, everything has it's own reason, EVERYTHING..
it's the best for you, and have no regrets babe..




Tuesday, January 22, 2008, 11:08:00 AM

sampai bila kau harus ku tunggu,
haruskah ke akhir waktu?
jikalau engkau tak sudi
ku rela mengundur diri

ku sanggup berjanji
menyintaimu sepenuh hati
oh andai kau menerima ku
sebagai kekasih hati..




Monday, January 21, 2008, 11:39:00 AM

Your Love Type: INFJ

The Protector

In love, you strive to have the perfect relationship.
For you, sex is nearly a spiritual experience, a bonding of souls.

Overall, you have high expectations for any relationship you're in.
However, you tend to hold back a part of yourself.

Best matches: ENTP and ENFP
What's Your Love Type?


You Are Ready to Get Married

You've done more than dream about the dress and the honeymoon
In fact, you spend a good deal of your time thinking about what makes a relationship work
And from your answers, it looks like you have the skills to say "I Do" and mean it
You've dated enough, learned your fair share, and you're ready to settle down.
Are You Ready To Be A Wife?


WTF????? i am so NOT ready to get married..

You Are Pretty Happy

You generally have a happy, fulfilling life.
But things could be a little better, and deep down, you know it.
Maybe you need more supportive friends or a more challenging career.
Something is preventing you from being totally happy. You just need to figure out what it is!
How Happy Are You, Really?

You Are Somewhat Mature

You definitely act like an adult sometimes, but a big part of you is still a kid at heart.
While your immature side is definitely fun, you're going to have to grow up sooner or later.
Are You Immature?

You Are the Ego

You take a balanced approach to your life.
You definitely aren't afraid to act out on your desires - even crazy ones.
But you usually think first. Morals drive you as much as hedonism does.
You've been able to live a life of pleasure... without living a life of excess.
Are You Id, Ego, or Superego?

You Always Hold a Grudge

If someone wrongs you, you aren't likely to forgive them. You figure they've showed their true colors.
You've been known to cut people out of your life pretty frequently. And maybe you've even sought revenge a couple times!
Do You Hold a Grudge?

You Have a Big Mouth

When it comes to secrets, you really don't have any.
You aren't self conscious in the least about who you are.
And while it's good to be open, you sometimes turn people off with your honesty.
Continue to share your life - but keep the sauciest details to yourself!
Do You Have a Big Mouth?

You Will Be a Cool Parent

You seem to naturally know a lot about parenting, and you know what kids need.
You can tell when it's time to let kids off the hook, and when it's time to lay down the law.
While your parenting is modern and hip, it's not over the top.
You know that there's nothing cool about a parent who acts like a teenager... or a drill sergeant!
Would You Be a Cool Parent?

You Act Like You Are 18 Years Old

You are a teenager at heart. You don't quite feel like a grown up yet, but you don't feel like a kid.
You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world.

You're quite rebellious, and you don't like being told what to do. You like to do things your way.
You have your own unique style, taste in music, and outlook on life.
What Age Do You Act?

I AM 18!!!


You Are 71% Independent

You've cultivated your own indepedent interests and personal style.
But you're open minded enough to also embrace anything trendy that strikes you.
Are You an Independent Woman?


What Your Handwriting Says About You

You are a fairly energetic person. You know how do pace yourself, and you deal well with stress.

You are very extroverted and outgoing. You are loving, friendly, and supportive. However, you are also manipulative and controlling at times.

You are balanced and grounded. You know how to get along well with others.

You need a bit of space in your life, but you're not a recluse. You expect people to give you a small amount of privacy, and you respect their privacy as well.

You are somewhat traditional, but you are also open to change. You listen to your head and your heart.

You are a decent communicator. You eventually get your point across, but sometimes you leave things a bit ambiguous.
What Does Your Handwriting Say About You?




11:30:00 AM

What Farhanah Means

You are loving, compassionate, and ruled by your feelings.
You are able to be a foundation for other people... but you still know how to have fun.
Sometimes your emotions weigh you down, but you generally feel free from them.

You are usually the best at everything ... you strive for perfection.
You are confident, authoritative, and aggressive.
You have the classic "Type A" personality.

You are wild, crazy, and a huge rebel. You're always up to something.
You have a ton of energy, and most people can't handle you. You're very intense.
You definitely are a handful, and you're likely to get in trouble. But your kind of trouble is a lot of fun.

You are truly an original person. You have amazing ideas, and the power to carry them out.
Success comes rather easily for you... especially in business and academia.
Some people find you to be selfish and a bit overbearing. You're a strong person.



You are very intuitive and wise. You understand the world better than most people.
You also have a very active imagination. You often get carried away with your thoughts.
You are prone to a little paranoia and jealousy. You sometimes go overboard in interpreting signals.
What's Your Name's Hidden Meaning?




Tuesday, January 08, 2008, 2:19:00 PM

so school reopened yesterday... after 3 weeks of holiday, it took quite awhile to adjust because i slept throughout my holidays so having to wake up early in the morning is quite a trouble..

i just want to share something funny.. well, it's funny enough for me so if you don't think it's funny, whatever, i don't care.. *roll eyes*..
after i had my lunch at W4 canteen, i heard someone called out my name, it was shah..
so this was how the conversation went...

shah : nofa! yang dalam display pic tu siapa? boyfriend eh? (shouting)
at this point of time, nearly the whole canteen area looked at him.. i was blushing like hell.. my ex facilitator was there and he too was looking at shah.. i went up to him and asked him to lower down his voice because i was so embarrassed.. this made him shout a little bit louder.. ass..
me being a blur queen asked him which display pic.. so it was the msn display pic..
hmmmm..
me : tak kenal ke siapa tu? yang dalam pic?
shah : tak uh.. tak nampak sangat.. siapa tu??

so you must be wondering which picture that i put as a display???
please scroll down to my previous post on 16th of december, first picture..

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a BIG HAHA..
so he mistook taufik for my boyfriend.. maybe because he did not recognise taufik's face in the picture so he thought that the guy inside the picture is my boyfriend..
and when i told him the guy in the picture is taufik he was like,
: eh, memang boyfriend apa!!
another BIG HAHA..
see how this people love to tease me..
but it did not end there..
he said, "eh, bukan boyfriend, suami!"
and me being cheeky, said, "yes, right!!"

so i shall put more of taufik's picture with me so people will think that it is my boyfriend..
mana tahu mulut korang masin!!!




Thursday, January 03, 2008, 11:04:00 PM

this post is sort of like a closure, a wrap up for 2007.. it's a bit late but this is my blog so fuck off..

2007, the most adventurous year..
i've cried the most, i've laughed the most, i've swore the most..
2007, made a lot of new friends, lost some old ones..
2007, the year where it all started, a new platform in my life..
2007, where vulgarities and profanities became a part of my life, oh fuck..
2007, my love, my life, my obsession came alive..
2007, taught me to cherish my life and my loved ones..
2007, taught me not to expect everything to turn out just the way i want it to be..
2007, taught me not to trust people blindly..
2007, taught me a lot on friendship..
2007, taught me to move on with life and don't let people pull you back..
2007, taught me to follow what my heart says..
2007, new people in my life..
2007, history repeating itself again..
2007, love was everywhere, love is bliss..
2007, life was great, life was awesome..
2007, obsession, obsession and more obsession..
2007, my boy lollipop, the ultimate Love..
2007, wedding mania..
2007, legally 18..
2007, where i became independent and not give up
2007, where i had lost a friend whom i thought was true and accepted me for who i am..
2007, proved me that i am right..
2007, proved to me that i am better off without her..
and 2007, where i grew stronger....


2008, new year, new life, new hope...
living my life day by day...
i'm moving on...


happy 2008 people!!




12:04:00 AM

new look for 2008... ah well, only some lucky people can see it.. i blame it on the late teen crisis.. mum was shocked, the little brat looked confused..
ah whatever..
i'm officially the miss curly wurly.. hehe..

oh, and another babe of mine, just got pregnant!! yayness.. eh, make sure muka dia macam aku lagi ok!! baru aku mengaku itu anak sedara aku.. haha..


oh, and this is also my first post for the year.. haha..
and how i celebrated new year? watching taufik was the greatest way to usher in the new year.. my first of taufik for 2008.. ok, crap..