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Wednesday, February 28, 2007, 9:12:00 PM
ok.. ive been tagged by aunty yani.. haish.. so, 6 weird things abt me?? uhmm..6 weird things about me
1. i can talk non stop about the same person for many hours.. and i can go very crazy if i talk about that person.. geddit?
2. i cannot go one day without listening to taufik's songs.. i will feel incomplete..
3. im a pathetic computer and electronic bimbo.. serious.. i only know how to turn on and off my computer.. log on to msn and surf the net.. create a new post.. last time, i dont even know how to turn on a laptop.. i dont even know what is HTML.. i dont know how to change my blogskin.. this blogskin, someone helped.. i gave her my password, and she did it for me.. i dont even know how to use a photoshop.. thats why i have never edited any of my photos.. if lets say u give me a new electronic gadget, i wont even know how to use it, untill my bro teach me how to use it.. BUT! luckily i know how to use my hp.. haha..
4. i always pose with the left part of my face.. and the camera higher than the face..
5. i can listen to a same song the whole day.. non stop..
6. i always buy plushies, but i never take care of them.. u can even see food stains on my plushies..dun ask me how.. must be my cousin.. she always take the plushies out of my room and stain it.. but im too lazy to make the stains vanish.. i only wipe them with wet tissue.. heck care.. i dun sleep with them either.. i cant.. because all these teddy bears usually trap dusts.. and im extra allergic remember??
so ya.. i guess thats it.. i dont really have weird habits.. because im not weird.. haha.. so.. who will be next?? kona, kak in, hooda.. dah!! pegi buat!!
3:45:00 PM
relaku menunggumuseribu tahun lama lagi
tapi benarkah hidupku
kan selama ini
biar berputar
utara selatan
ku tak putus harapan
sedia setia
relaku mengejarmu
seribu batu jauh lagi
tapi benarkah kakiku
kan tahan sepanjang jalan ini
biar membisu
burung bersiulan
tenanglah gelombang lautan
ku masih setia
adakah kau yakin
ini cinta
adakah engkau pasti
ini 'tuk selama-lamanya
Sunday, February 25, 2007, 7:08:00 PM
wahlau.. omg.. i cant believe i did sumting unexpectable.. i cant believe i did dat.. wahlauuuu.. haha.. k2.. here's wad happened.. i went out ard 11.40a.m just now.. k.. i was lateeee.. sorry ppl!! ok2 so anw.. i need to go to whitesands.. to buy a new earpiece.. i was talking to kona on de fone when i saw sum1 passed by.. i only saw de back.. he looked familiar.. but sadly, he didnt turn back so i cudnt see his face.. den i was lyk, "omg, is dat abg im? is dat abg im?" butttt!! i cudnt see his face.. so went to level 5.. to Popular.. when i was looking at the audio accessories, i heard dis very familiar song.. and a more familiar voice.. i went out of the store and looked down.. there was a stage, and guess hu was singing?? IT WAS ABG IM!!! ABG IM!! OMG!! I WAS SOOO RYT!! haha.. so i called huda, de biggest abg im's fan.. "huda!! abg im kat whitesands!! abg im kat WS!! die tgh nyanyi!! die tgh rehearsal!! omg!!" haha.. i dunoe y i got soo excited.. so i went down... frm level 5 to de 1st level.. semangat ryt?? den huda asked me to take his picture.. den im lyk, hellooo huda, aku nie tgh sorg2 kat WS, dgn baju kurung, nak gi jemputan dgn heels, kau suruh aku amek gmbr dekni.. mampos.. memalukan.. but.. kesian punye pasal.. i gave in.. took some pics of him.. and after he finished rehearsal, i went up to him.. yessss.... i went up to him, and the conversation goes lyk dis...
"hi imran! bole amek gmbr?"
"ouh.. ok sure!!"
took out my camera and intended to take the pic myself..
"u need help with dat? wanna ask sum1 to take it 4 us?"
"no its ok.. i think i can manage"
snap
"tengok"
his hair was cut off coz he's soo tall..
"alamak.. one more tym"
snap
"ok.. i gez dis 1 better.. tanx"
"ok.. ur welcome"
"anw, my fren kirim salam.. she's a fan of urs.."
"ouh ok.. tanx"
haha.. ya... cant believe i just did dat.. haha.. k.. he sang dis song.. i really like de song.. its called seribu tahun.. very nice.. haha..
ok.. so i was late.. nie smue abg im nye psl.. haha.. so went to mina's sis' wedding.. met kona and jannah at eunos mrt station... haha.. den met de rest of de group.. after de wedding, we went to kak in's house and played game of life.. it was fun.. haha..
huda!!! bile kau nak online nie!! aku nak kasi kau gmbr!! aku nak lagu seribu tahun!! cpt lahhh!!! tak sabar nie!!! haha..
dis picture is nice.. i really like dis.. haha.. 
he hv to tunduk and bend his body.. haha.. coz he's ssoooo tall!! or mayb im too short.. haha.. the heels didnt help though.. Friday, February 23, 2007, 8:52:00 PM
Setelah kupahami aku bukan yang terbaik
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat ku sangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..
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i told myself a million times, dat u r not worth the waiting.. u r not meant for me, even how hard i wan us to b.. i noe dat "u&me", is just a dream.. i noe dat i hv to let things go.. but y does evrytym, i wana take a step further, my heart came two steps, nearer.. y cant i move on??? y must i burden myself with all dis feelings?? y does it hv to b dis way? y? even though, i still love u, i hv to let u go.. i hv to move on.. i hv to forget u.. even though how hard my heart yearn for u.. even how hard i crave for ur love... i hv to... its the only way.. for you to b happy... for u to carry on with ur lyf... ya, i'll b ok.. i'll heal dis pain.. alone.. but i gez, its for de best ryt?? ryt???
Yang ada di hatimu
Tak dapat ku sangsikan
Ternyata dirinyalah yang mengerti kamu
Bukanlah diriku ..
Kini maafkanlah aku
Bila aku menjadi bisu kepada dirimu
Bukan santunku terbungkam
Hanya hatiku berbatas
'tuk mengerti kamu
Maafkanlah aku..
Walau ku masih mencintaimu
Ku harus meninggalkanmu
Ku harus melupakanmu
Meski hatiku menyayangimu
Nurani membutuhkanmu
Ku harus merelakanmu
Dan hanyalah dirimu
Yang mampu memahamiku
Yang dapat mengerti aku
Ternyata dirinyalah
Yang sanggup menyanjungmu
Yang ramah menyentuhmu
Bukanlah diriku..
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i told myself a million times, dat u r not worth the waiting.. u r not meant for me, even how hard i wan us to b.. i noe dat "u&me", is just a dream.. i noe dat i hv to let things go.. but y does evrytym, i wana take a step further, my heart came two steps, nearer.. y cant i move on??? y must i burden myself with all dis feelings?? y does it hv to b dis way? y? even though, i still love u, i hv to let u go.. i hv to move on.. i hv to forget u.. even though how hard my heart yearn for u.. even how hard i crave for ur love... i hv to... its the only way.. for you to b happy... for u to carry on with ur lyf... ya, i'll b ok.. i'll heal dis pain.. alone.. but i gez, its for de best ryt?? ryt???
8:02:00 PM
y izit bothering me soo much? y am i feeling so down? y cant i just do things ryt? y cant i hv it MY way? y does things always go wrong? y cant i feel happy? most importantly, y cant i have HIM?? any1 got the answers? omg.. feeling so down.. emotions running high... confused.. -----------------------------------------------------------------------------
i seriously need to move on.. forget the past.. forget evryting... and, forget him.. i cant stay on lyk dis.. i need to carry on with this lyf ryt? any1 noe how????
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quote:
a real fren is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out..
:unquote
Thursday, February 22, 2007, 12:01:00 AM
: uhmmm.. its juz a thought..: ya.. y cannot??
: we deliver in 20 mins, or ur pizza's free.. hu de hell came out wif dat?? hergh.. y not, y not, give us tym, and we'll deliver ur pizza, wif love.. hergh.. nvr gonna happen!!
: ok ok ok.. im sorry k? and i AM proud of u.. MY employee of de month..
: i noe wad u did..
: no im not fired, and we r not gona celebrate, and i hv to go.. i'll call u wen im done..
: so u gOt de bIke ey??
: look at me!! im british!!
: hey.. dats my girl u r talking abt man!
: lend me de damn fone..
: i juz need sumtym to get used to it..
: dats not wat i wanna b for de rest of my lyf!
: this has nothing to do wif him ok..
: i said, this has nuting to do wif him!
: ya ya ya ya.. ok ok, u make more money den me, u r smarter den me..
: den wad is de issue??
: tryin to help by wad? telling me all dis stupid things?
: im being stubborn bcoz u r being ridiculous!
: u noe wad, forget this
: me and my dream, really is just a dream..
: dude, u and me, we're different.. i mean, u can do watever u wan.. i hv to make a living.. lyk it or not, i hv to do it..
: abt dis afternoon, im sorry
: den i'll just hv to work.. pls give me dis chance and i promise u, if it doesnt work out, i'll work hard for the both of us ok?
: ure gona b late 4 class!
: wat abt u?
: r u sure?
: ok.. call me wen u get back..
: i told her i will settle it myself..
: im all grown up! i can make enuff money to support the both of us!
: but its not ryt!
: i wanna make my own dream..
: wad, handsome as my father? haha
: and so, here i am, now nuting, can come between me, and my dream..
: for i always believe dat, if u wan ur dream to come true, u hv to work hard 4 it..
: i need my bike, remember? 20 mins?
: i promise u, i wont let u down!
: wad de hell is wrong wif u man!
: stealing a car? look, im not kidding, u r lucky de owner didnt wan to press charges ok!
: i dun get it man! u hv a car.. u can buy any car dat u lyk.. y steal one?
: u noe wad u r? u r one rich spoilt brat.. dats wad u r..
: of course it is man.. ur parents are paying 4 evryting..
: den wad??
: pls give me another chance.. i promise i wont let u down..
: b4 dis, i nvr even dared to dream.. dun take dis chance away frm me.. b4 i even tried.. pls..
: u mean u r bored? y didnt u tell me?
: dis is not one of ur macho bullshit ideas ryt?
: u didnt tell me u r leaving..
: i cant give up my dream..
: they believe in me.. and i cant dissapoint them..
: there's more for me in dis world and i noe it.. if i hv to let sumting go to get it, den i hv to do it..
: i nvr knew dat it was my heart dat wud end up in pieces.. but i gez i hv to pick it up, and keep moving.. and sumday, i noe dat my dreams will come true..
: If you put your mind and heart in to it, you can accomplish anything.
: We live only once, never waste this opportunity
: God I know there's a plan for everyone, I must believe and keep holding on
: Your future belongs to you, and only you. Don't let yourself down.
: What goes around comes around. I believe, everything happens for a reason. And everything you do has its consequences.
: Every moment, when I look into your eyes, It drives me out of my mind, And you don't even realize, Each time you walk into a crowded room, all I see is you, Tell me why
: You know I get a rush inside,It's the smile you put upon my face,When I see you at the end of the day..
: Never have I felt this way, afraid and yet amazed You are the one
: My ordinary life no longer colors blue,It's because of you
: You've given me a chance to be, as crazy as I can, I can't express, The way you make me feel so right
: Reach for what you wish for,Bring on special moments,Stars will shine upon the dreams,You live for everyday
: Always brought me hopes,Each time when I am down,Never thought about yourself..
: All that I ask is another chance,To be someone that I wasn’t then,I need you to be back to me..
seeeeeee.... told ya im obsessed.. haha..
Wednesday, February 21, 2007, 11:22:00 PM
old habits die hard... im here to prove it wrong... its been a while.. and will continue... 16 days.. and counting..Tuesday, February 20, 2007, 11:28:00 PM
k.. if u guys happened to see dis type of car on de streets, especially in the western part of spore, tell me k??? haha.. coz i noticed dat there are not many honda crv to be seen.. esp de black one.. haha.. seriously, if lets say u guys happened to see a BLACK HONDA CRV, tell me.. PLEASE!! and juz peep thru de windows.. in case u see sum1 familiar.. haha... oh wellllll..... mayb u can see TAUFIK driving de car... yessssss.... he owned a BLACK HONDA CRV.. haha... the car is kinda big actually.. but i still lyk it... haha.. my OWN black honda crv driver.. geddit?? haha..
Wednesday, February 14, 2007, 12:32:00 AM
k... first ting first.. went to sp.. to apply jae.. chose a few courses.. mostly science related courses..den, kak in and i went to bugis to EAT!! yum2..
and then.. uhm.. nak bilang tak?? haha..
ok ppl..
im telling u dis..
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i met mr butt!!!!!!!!!
haha.. i was so shocked sey!!! i mean, mr butt total hotness tau!! haha.. kaki n and i was abt to ride de mrt when i saw sum1 familiar.. it was T.M.. he was using his fone.. den, i laid my eyes to sum1 beside him... automatically, my face went red.. haha..
bila mata bertentang mata, lidah kelu untuk berkata
ok.. over uh nofa..
haha... so, i tertarik kak in's hand..
and she sort of tertgk t.m..
and t.m was looking at her.. mayb wondering, 'asl bdk nie?'
haha.. sori kak in.. instant reflex lahhh.. haha..
den i was so stunned.. omg..
luckily i didnt shout his name loudly..
i juz said, "omg! mr butt!"
haha.. naseb nohhh... or not i'll sound lyk a groupie in front of him.. haha..
k... im too excited too sleep... haha.. yay mr butt total hotness!!
Friday, February 09, 2007, 1:28:00 PM
in abt 30 mins tym, i'll noe my results... in dis 30 mins tym, my whole lyf is gonna change.. im scared... wat if i dont make it? i'll definitely dissapoint my parents.. my aunties n uncles.. de whole family.. but most importantly, myself.. dis result will make a big change.. ppl ard me said dat i can make it.. but wad if i dont??? they said dat i hv studied, so i shudnt b scared... yes, ive studied.. but, i dunoe if my ans are 100% correct.. ya, i noe my mistakes.. i did alot of careless mistakes.. n i missed out some facts.. so how???? omg.. dis is nervewrecking...Sunday, February 04, 2007, 11:43:00 PM
yay!! spore won the AFC!! yay!! kudos!! im sooooo happy... mr butt is sooo cute... he even cried when the last whistle was blown.. cuteness.. haha.. happy lah 2... whew...Saturday, February 03, 2007, 12:54:00 AM
i love this hottie sooo much!!
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awwwwww.. flowers 4 me???? alahhhhh.. i noe lahh.. dah nak kat valentine's day!! sweet lah u nie!!! red roses lagik!! tanx gorgeous!!
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k.. i gotta stop.. seriously.. i need to stop blogging bout him!!! chronic nie!! haha.. but i cant get enuff of him lahhhhh... suke tau die! haha... gorgeous lah u nie!! charming lagi!! ok2.. stop2.. haha.. k seriously nofa, its tym dat u admit dat u hv a prob! haha.. yes!!! im OBSESSED with dis guy!! n im proud to admit dat.. haha.. haha.. ok2.. crap!! maaf lah ppl.. dah mlm ni.. slalu meracau.. bkn nye ape!~ haha...
Friday, February 02, 2007, 2:07:00 AM
yay!! congrats to zabrina & joe jer for winning the first amazing race asia!! N being the first women team to win the WHOLE amazing race! kudos! but too bad my fav team, andrew and syeon, didnt win! but at least they made it to the finals!!
soooo.. ARA has ended... alahhhh..