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Monday, December 31, 2007, 3:13:00 AM

its happening again.. shit, history keeps repeating itself...
and hell, im tired of it...




Tuesday, December 18, 2007, 10:07:00 PM

outing with aunty Ida was great.. we headed to town on monday afternoon.. after a lunch at swensen's, we went to Taka and that was where everything started.. we shopped all over town and headed down to Citilink to get my very belated Birthday gift.. so in the end, i chose the shocking pink adidas watch because all my other 4 choices were not that smashing as this one.. all 4 other choices, 2 levi's, 1 puma and another adidas did not really match my hand so in the end, after 3 votes from the aunt and friends, i chose this one... after that, the 3 of us headed down to simpang bedok to catch a late supper.. i was so damn tired after all that walking that i slept soon after i had my shower.. btw, thanks aunty ida for the the free outing.. i don't have to fork out anything.. LOVE.

so outing with the KO-s just now was FUN FUN FUN, as always.. they never fail to make my day.. in was so deprived that she spent a total of $300+?? crazy.. twice the amount of my spending for last saturday.. but nevertheless, the outing was great..






Sunday, December 16, 2007, 8:55:00 PM

one word which best described today, GREAT..


i despise that i adore you....




Saturday, December 15, 2007, 8:46:00 PM

oh god! fuck.. i just got to know.. he had a show at suntec city at 6 pm.. and guess where fyda and i were at that point of time?? marina square.. just beside suntec.. CAN YOU BELIEVE IT??? ow shit..




8:06:00 PM

i just can't wait for tomorrow's bash.. i can't believe that i will be meeting him after quite a long time.. the last time i met him was around January early this year.. so imagine the anticipation..
fyda and i went to bugis just now to buy a gift for him.. so i remember that he had this radio interview and he said that his ambition when he was a kid was to be a superman. so we bought a superman buckle belt for him.. haha..
and i also bought two more gifts for the December babies.. first for aunty ida, who celebrated her birthday on 10th of December, same as taufik's. and the next one is shaun's, who will be celebrating his birthday this monday..
HAPPY ADVANCE BIRTHDAY SHAUN..

went shopping, spent, walked, sat, ate.. and i calculated, i spent a total of $150 today.. a friggin $150.. now im broke.. =( like seriously broke.. don't ask me out if you don't want to treat me.. i have no money.. *sigh*




Friday, December 14, 2007, 11:59:00 AM

I see the crystal raindrops fall
And the beauty of it all
when the sun comes shining through
To make those rainbows in my mind
When I think of you some time
And I want to spend some time with you


Just the two of us
We can make it if we try
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Just the two of us
Building castles in the sky
Just the two of us
You and I


We look for love,
no time for tears
Wasted water is all that is
And it don't make no flowers grow
Good things might come to those who wait
Not to those who wait too late
We got to go for all we know


I hear the crystal raindrops fall
On the window down the hall
And it becomes the morning dew
Darling, when the morning comes
And I see the morning sun
I want to be the one with you




10:14:00 AM

passed my BTT yesterday.. was kind of a relieved.. it was so simple.. 100% from the e-trial questions.. i finished in about 10 mins only.. i will be registering my FTT this tuesday with In right after she passed her BTT.. then after that, shopping!!!




Tuesday, December 11, 2007, 8:32:00 AM

I'm over your lies,
and I'm over your games.
I'm over you asking me,
when you know I'm not okay.



read my lips,
because I'm so over..
Moving on,
it's my time,
you never were a friend of mine.
Hurt at first,
a little bit,
but now I'm so over.
I'm so over it..



DON'T CALL
DON'T COME BY
AIN'T NO USE
DON'T ASK ME WHY
YOU'LL NEVER CHANGE
THERE WILL BE NO MORE CRYING IN THE RAIN..




stop asking me why i am avoiding you or giving you the silent treatment.. it's time you ask YOURSELF and ponder what YOU have done.. i am tired of telling you your mistakes and how you have hurt me.. if you really think that you didn't do anything, whatever, it's your choice but whatever it is, it's the end of us.. period..


i've been wanting to post this and let it all out for a long time but have not get the chance to.. so here it is.. but after this people, don't ask me why or what.. this is just a random post for that random someone..
end of post..




Monday, December 10, 2007, 9:42:00 AM

this is it.. today's the day.. happy birthday, love...




Wednesday, December 05, 2007, 2:06:00 PM

i thought of doing a countdown but i god damn know that all of you will get irritated.. sneezing like mad since yesterday.. luckily managed to sleep last night after popped a pill.. my life right now is depending on the panadol cold.. gee.. it really works for me..
i feel horrible.. seriously HORRIBLE... it's like you are suffering from permanent brain freeze.. wait what does sinus have to do with brain freeze? haha.. well, you know, when you have a flu, you will have this very uncomfortable feelings between your brows.. and you can't focus because of that... you will be very sleepy and could not see well.. well, that's what i am experiencing right now.. so by the way.. you know that RP is an air-conditioned school.. so just as i stepped into RP this morning, cold air swept into my nose.. and suddenly my brain HURTS.. like literally... i nearly cried..
OK.. stop all this whining...

i will be meeting kona... AND i have to buy a Christmas gift for my friend.. yay! Christmas party tomorrow! Thomas, the cognitive faci gave us this paper where we have 3 choices of what we want for Christmas.. then there's the catch.. you have to put your nickname which no one knows... so people will not know for whom they are buying and who's buying for theirs.. cool right? so i was brainstorming on what i should put... thought of putting beatific hodgepodge but half of the class knows that already.. in the end i chose my boy lollipop.. and the one who got mine was marcus.. and the stupid marcus thought that my boy lollipop was fyda.. because fyda's email is fydalicious so something like a lollipop so he assume that was fyda.. idiot..
and i got someone named midget boobies.. what the hell... tomorrow will be the party and i haven't buy anything, yet.. shit..




Tuesday, December 04, 2007, 3:21:00 PM

the little brat bought a new PSP slim silver coloured last week.. eh wait, scrap that.. the man bought a PSP slim for the little brat... you must be wondering, he already owned the normal PSP so why waste money... that little brat i tell you.. want to buy something new, but does not want to use his own money.. his old PSP, he gave it to my younger cousin, sakinah.. and he want to buy a new handphone.. we had this deal with the man, we have to fork out half of what the handphone cost.. so this litte brat, he said that he only want to fork out $50 and the rest, the man has to pay.. freaking $50??? and he wants something that cost $200+... that's so not fair right?? i want to give $150 to the man but the little brat only want fork out $50.. now you know why i call him the little brat???

i am having one of my sinus attack.. shit..