CAUSE YOU'RE AS CLOSE
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fun & sad...
Saturday, September 23, 2006, 1:24:00 PM

nad n i went to tm yesterday.. we watched 'john tucker must die'.. it was hilarious.. funny.. heh.. den we went ard tm 2 buy sumting 4 sum1.. we bought sumting very cute n meaningful.. not gona tell 4 whom or wat. ya.. juz wait.. heh..

ya.. n im still in shocked.. not gona tell wad happened laz nyt.. stayed up late.. helping her.. n woke up early to do all her work.. im tired.. but i cant complain.. coz she had been doing all diz 4 de pass 17 yrs.. so have 2 buck up.. have 2 change.. emotions running high.... need a shoulder 2 cry on.. badly...




exams exams exams...
Wednesday, September 20, 2006, 4:41:00 PM

3 more papers 2 go n prelims is OVER!!! lyk practically over ok.. but there's still syahadah.. O LEVEL.. omg.. 3 more weeks to o level.. man.. baru nak enjoy2 dulu.. haiz.. nvm nofa.. lps o lvl, kau nak rest brape lame pon bleh..

ouh.. maya, de klas genius kambing got 80/80 4 maths 1.. can u believe it?? wen evry1 was splitting their brains.. thinking, stressing.. she, 80/80.. hurgh.. but at least i passed.. but im still not satisfied.. no, i wont tell my marks.. but paper 2 was ok.. i hope i can really score dis paper 2 cover up those needed marks.. heh.. we had Amaths paper 2.. heh.. it was quite ok.. not as bad as paper 1.. @ least i do hv sum idea on how 2 solve sum of de qns.. not lyk paper1.. it was damn hard... k.. i wont go blabbing bout exam papers anymore.. dah lah.. yg sdh 2 sdh.. tak payah nak ungkit2 lagik..

acteli, i wan 2 ucapkan slm takziah 2 him.. but, malulah.. i dun noe him n he dun noe me so i wont do dat.. but i still wan 2 sent my deepest condolences.. ya.. i said it.. ya..


people people.. vote 4 darling hady ok???!!!!! dun vote 4 jon.. boo jon boo!!!



MR &MRS BUTT=L.O.V.E
heh...




cinta itu tk mesti memiliki...
Monday, September 18, 2006, 5:06:00 PM

ternyata tak mampu kau melihat, dalamnya cintaku yang hebat, hingga ada alasan bagimu untuk meninggalkan cintaku... demi nama cinta telah ku persembahkan hatiku hnya utkmu, tlh jaga kejujuran dlm setiap nafasku, kerna demi cinta tlh ku relakan kecewaku atas ingkarmu, sbb ku mengerti cinta itu tak mesti memiliki....


i want revenge.....





im still missing you!!!!




exams...
Saturday, September 16, 2006, 12:37:00 PM

heh.. its exams week now.. so evrybody's bz wif their revision.. as 4 me?? hhmmm... exam2 pon maseh nk kuar... terok kan? we had Amaths paper 1..
susah beb!!!!!!
tadi pagi mcm da dpt agak ke suey-an.. pagi2 da ade flying cockroach terbang2 kat dlm umah.. geli kan.. hahax.. bsr plak 2.. den i tetibe teringat hady.. kan hady is scared of flying cockroaches.. haha.. siap tepis2 lagi.. sebenarnye nk buat g2 jgk.. tapi apakan daye.. nanti mama fikir anak die gile plak.. haha..

well, in my first post, i said dt i'll get over him.. de truth is, i cant.. its not dat i cant.. i wont.. coz wana noe y? i love him so much.. n i dun wan 2 4get him.. i'll wait 4 him .. i dun care.. i still wan him.. period..

nak ku tinggalkan trasa syg

ingin ku belai tgn tak smpai

pastinya kita saling merindu

ku masih cinta padamu....






<3 ReaL LovE <3
12:25:00 PM

BoY I'm goin' outta my mind
N evEn thOu I DuN reaLLy NoE U
I muZ'vE bn runnin' outta TyM
I'm waItInG 4 De momEnt I can sh0w U
N bAbyBoY I 1 U 2 nOe
I'm watChing U g0
I'm watcHing U paSs mE bY
It's real luV DaT U dUn nOe aBt

Baby I was there all along
When you'd be doing things I would watch you
I picture you and me all alone
I'm wishing you was someone I can talk to
I gotta get you out of my head
But babybOy I gotta see you once again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every night when I would go to sleep
I couldn't stop dreaming about you
Your love has got me feeling kinda weak
I really can't see me without you
And now you're runnin' round in my head
I'm never gonna let you slip away again
It's real love that you don't know about

Every now and then when I watch you
I wish that I could tell you that I want you
If I could have the chance to talk wit cha
If I could have the chance to walk wit cha
Then I would stop holding it in
And never have to go through this again, again
It's real love that you don't know about

Today when I saw you alone

I knew I had to come up and approach you
Cuz BoY I really gotta let you know
All about the things you made me go through
And now He lookin' at me in the eye
And now you got me hopin' I ain't dreamin' again, Again
It's real love that you don't know about

You're the one that I want

and no one can take It from me
No, no, no, no, no
Even though I don't really know you
I got a lot of love I wanna show you
And you'd be right there in front of me
I can see you passin' in front of me
No, no, no
BoY I need your loveBaby I need your love

well, i dun noe y.. since yesterdae, dis song is stuck in my head.. hehe.. lagi2 bile ternmpk abg angkong.. whee!!!! abg angkong cute!!! hahax...






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Friday, September 15, 2006, 11:12:00 PM

im missing sum1... badly...




underappreciated
11:05:00 PM

I remember when it all first began,
we were tight right from the start
It wasn't long before
you came on strong
trying hard to win my heart
I played hard-to-get
but I couldn't help but give up my heart in the end
You were thoughtful,
careful not to hurt the relationship
What happened to those days
when you used to be compassionate
Caring what I thought and said, so attentive, a gentleman?
Now, it's hard to turn your head away from the TV set
Taking me for granted lately
and frankly it's gotta quit
I feel underappreciated
Now, girls help me out
If you know what
I'm talking about
I said I'm feeling underappreciated
For all the time and effort
I have put in this commitment
Let's take it back again to the very beginning
when our love was something new
But when romance was important,
not just another thing to do
I was feeling high on love's delight,
thought I'd never come back down
Now, it seems that you and me have lost our solid ground
After time, I realized I seem to give more than I get
Funny how things seem to change after a few years' commitment
Used to talk for hours on end of our dreams while we lay in bed
I miss those days when you stayed awake
Now, you roll over and snore instead

I miss the SwEEt mEsssages
The long phone calls and the
Way you talked how it'd turn me on
Miss the bubble baths,
had the sweetest laughs
I'm needin' those days back




moving on..
10:47:00 PM

i'll get over him... PERIOD..