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Monday, August 11, 2008, 12:53:00 PM
quote ' come on, you've known me inside out.. tell me what's wrong with me' unquote..people change, yes.. some people change for the better, some, for the worst..
im OK with changes but, of course, everything must have it's limitation..
you asked me, how you had changed and what happened to the old you.. and you asked for the old you back and how i should stop you from changing.
the thing is, even if i AM your friend, i can't tell you what you should do or should not do. the only thing that i can do is to advise you..
i did not see it coming.. when you first started what you are doing, i fear.. i fear that you will turn out to be like the rest.. i always tell myself that, no, you will not be like them.. you will not follow suit even if you mix around with those people.. but what i have feared the most, happened..
and i did not see you changing.. if i was there earlier, of course, i would have stop you.. but both of us were busy with our own life that we stopped calling each other.. if i was there when you were in the process of changing, i can just pull you back.. yes, if only.. but now, you have already changed and you have gone too far..
i can't seem to recognize who you are.. we have known each other since eons ago.. even if we hardly talk, it's good to know that i have AT LEAST one friend whom i can just call and bawl my feelings out and whine.. you will always be there for me the same as i would be there for you.. i can call you anytime of the day, even if it's 3, 4 am.. we can talk for 6 hours straight and you will always have the patience to listen to my whinings.. you will advise me, even though sometimes it hurts, but you opened my eyes most of the time..
really, i do miss the old you.. but in the same time, im trying to accept you for who you are right now.. even if i know, it's wrong, but you are my friend and i support you all the way.. that's what friends do.. i wont turn my back on you.. i can just tell you to follow your heart.. and im glad you did.. i respect you as a friend.. i respect that you have made your choice, but that does not mean that i respect what you are doing.. even if you have gone too far, i will always lend my shoulders for you to cry on..