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Tuesday, May 06, 2008, 9:13:00 AM
i had a blast yesterday! went to seoul garden with duplie. we were late for the for the student BBQ meal and ended up getting the normal adult dinner. but as i had my cravings for weeks, i cant wait any longer! but as always, i was really really full by the end of it.-----------------------------------
ok, so i am going to post about something quite personal. it's been bugging me for months but i just cant put it in words. i've talked to some friends but i am still not satisfied. i may offend some people but these are just my views. you may have your own views or even excuses but this is how i feel. yes, i am going to touch on friendship. i have met a lot of wonderful friends whom i really treasure. we may fight or give each other the silent treatment but after all that, we all know we can't live without each other. but i am not going to talk about the wonderful friends i've got, i am going to talk about this group of people whom they claimed as my friends but went M.I.A after they got what they want from me. i may be gullible and i trust people quite easily, but that does not mean that you can take advantage of me. sometimes i feel like a bus stop. you only need a bus stop when you want to ride a bus so you have to wait there. untill your bus arrives, you will just wait for it at the bus stop. but when your bus arrives, you will leave the bus stop. and the cycle continues without stop.
and it's the same just like how you've treated me. after you got what you wanted or informations you needed, you went M.I.A just like that. if you really regard me as your friend, would you even do that to me? i'm not a friend with benefits, don't treat me that way. i dont need it.. so what if you have a girlfriend?? we can still be friends right?
here are some scenarios. there's this big-headed, self-centered freak who thinks that the world revolves around him. you only call me when you have a new song or video or whatever shits that i sometimes can't be bothered with. but after that, you went missing from time to time. what the hell you take me for? i don't even care about all your bullshits so you don't have to tell me anymore! when i called, you didnt answer. i know you are working but does it take DAYS to ring me back? with me, you only talk about yourself. when i asked, how are you? you replied fine but didnt ask me back. what happened to the classic, oh-im-fine-how-about-you? just to play nice for a moment? it's been a while since you last called just to say hi. would it hurt just to call me for a moment and ask me how i am instead of talking about you, you, and more you??
and another fella, hey, i dont have anything against you but i just dont like how you have treated me. you asked how i am but i know that's not your real agenda. it's because your ex happened to be a good friend of mine. you asked how she is, how she's been coping with her life and how is her relationship with her boyfriend, i talked to you, consoled you. but what for? just for you to take advantage of me? i listened to your problems. i helped you, advised you. but after you realised that she was not whom you've waited for, you went M.I.A.. when i know something's not right, i smsed you to ask what happened between you guys, but you scolded me and snapped back at me, saying you dont even want to hear her name and dont want me to talk about her ever again. who gave you the right to snap back at me? i was trying to be a caring friend but you just dont realised that. you thought i was being nosey of your freaking pathetic life. i haven't heard about you for almost a year now and i always wondered, did you only take me as a friend because you wanted to know more about your ex? get a life sucker!
and there's another fella who i just feel like slapping. i may not know him personally but his a friend's friend. i know both of you are platonic friends. when you left her to be with your girlfriend, she was damn hurt. but if things werent meant to be between you guys, it's not my problem. but what hurts her more and definitely making me want to slap you was when you totally ignored us completely. it's ok if you dont call or text but you did not even say hi when we bumped into you last time. you didnt even see us eye to eye. not even a smile. it's as if we never exist in your life before. and when you actually text her, it was because your birthday was nearing so you expected her to wish you. and i thought i have met the most self-centered guy ever! and i still remember, early last year, you called her, crying that your girlfriend dumped you. she consoled you and wanted to meet up the next day. but plans changed when your girlfriend suddenly turned up. when we walked past you, you ignored us completely. what kind of a friend are you? taking advantage of people.
again, these are all my views and feelings. you may have your own perspectives but one thing for sure, i will think twice if you come knocking on my door again. i dont want to be treated the same way again.